now I have this urge to do things do this program (you know, constantly try to fix bugs/fill in missing features) I care and feed so I can actively demonstrate that I care and feed for it
I mean, it needs those things, but I can probably relax my pace
it's a weird feeling that's a little exhausting because it's a little bit risk of fatigue but also a bit "if I don't seem like i'm constantly working on it i'll look like a big fake"
adding CI checkmarks to gamify it probably don't help either
but gotta pass those tests!